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2010-04-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

i'm back again. lots of things has happened recently for the past... hmm. 2 months? 1 month plus? lots of complains and relationship stuff happening to my friends and me. getting sad and being happy or being cheered up by good friends. too many things to list down

today, went to a playground with Rochester, Carlos, Jia Wei, Shafique and Shushan. climbed here and there like monkeys. talked for awhile then played crocodile. played and played and played till around 6 plus. around that time, i was climbing away from the catcher which was i forgot who already and my leg slipped and i fell and my thigh hit the bar. almost kena my balls. so lucky. so i was casualty number 1. lol. nice name right? now, it hurts even when i sit down. but i had lots of fun with them today.

people always tell me that sacrifices are part of life. but, i have sacrificed so many things in life. hmm. maybe i'm meant to be alone. maybe i'm meant to be lonely for my whole life.

2010-03-12T22:04:00.003+08:00

hmm. i'm finally back to blogging after a long time. these few days have been hell for me as there are too much things to do. starting from last week, gravical was on thursday, followed by training on friday and the tag team speed competition at Water Venture PA on saturday and sunday. and this whole week has been a tiring week for me. monday 1 rest day and tuesday had training at climb asia. had a stupid flash pump on that training and i still feel it now. wednesday was a rest day but it was only for the day, in the night, i had to do another powerpoint for the sports leaders camp. finished it at around 1am and then slept at 1.30am. thursday had sports heats and i had a stupid injury. my leg was injured from the shin to the ankle. my leg already was hurting when i just started to run. it happened for the first time of my life and my timing for 1.6km was 8 mins plus. so stupidly slow and obviously, i was one of the last. when i reached the end point, my leg was so weak until i just could not walk. even if i could walk, its like my leg just walked 30km with a heavy bagpack. so today, i went to boulderactive to see the novice girls u16. the routes was quite difficult for the girls as the moves required powerful throws and dynamic moves. after the novice girls u16, mr teo, ching siang , amanda and i went walking around orchard central. we went to prana first. followed by the north face and then we went to sony and apple shops. after that, we went home by the mrt as i also dunno why. on the mrt, i started to feel feverish and its a good sign. maybe i can climb better when i have a fever. and maybe i will faint after my detail. sounds so cool. the stupid competition wall is around 4 meters and i think if i fell from that height, my leg will surely be more injured. so cool. ahh. who cares. now, i feel like vomiting and i do not even know why. my shin and ankle hurts. and the most important thing is that i feel like sleeping. maybe i'll sleep at 11pm or even later. tomorrow waking up at around 5 plus to go to school to help mr teo with the store. hmm. i think thats all for now. i feel so resrless.

i need to overcome that feeling towards her. i need to forget that feeling. i need to get rid of it soon. having feelings towards her is no use as being with her is impossible. nowadays, i feel so lonely as if all my friends are gone and i'm left alone to die. sometimes, i really want to be there to help her but, to her, i'm just a normal friend... how i wish that i could be closer to her.

2010-01-10T17:14:00.003+08:00

the 1st week of the year is going to end and it sucks. orientation was a total failure. only a few things are ok. my only wish for opc is that it can become like the past. monster trainings. monster seniors. cooperative juniors. things done perfectly. almost everything was done smoothly. now, we cant even have good tripods to use for cca orientation. when i was in sec1. i only had 1 training to practice tieing a tripod or do the other lashings or knots. i miss 2007. i miss the times when we all ran at bedok reservior for out pt and did sets at tp and at the fitness corner. i still remember one of our trainings. we ran reservior and did all our sets in half an hour. now, we cant even run like we used to. climbing trainings were much better and fun too. there was zul and kamarul there and the seniors. now,we only hear stupid things and think that they are jokes that make people laugh. lucky i'm gonna leave springfield soon. so i wont have to come back so often to see them already. now, everyone is changing. the people that i used to know and used to joke with them are now irritating, stupid and useless people. acting smart is not going to help but it would only let a person have more enemies. talking big everytime and good planning is useless. saying and doing is two different things.

2009-11-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

i seriously hate some of the Indonesian climbers. they're so arrogant and so proud. i prefer the malaysians. i got a new fren from KL. i dunno wads his name but i hope to see him soon again in singapore. hes so strong and so friendly unlike the stupid indonesian people.

today was the finals for open women and men. the routes were super difficult? i dun even think i can do half of it. maybe 1/4 then pump already. i heard that the men's route was around 7b to around 7b+. so difficult. 6c to me is already a challenge. i miss balance of power at chiang mai. i wan to do it again! so fun. 2nd to 3rd clip already pump. so fun. difficult but fun route.

8 more days to lets rock. wish everyone who is joining good luck.

2009-11-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

another day at obs training. did some easy training. after the training, the weak opc people did more training because we all not strong like all the other people,training already then sit there like they very strong. after our extra training, we all got punished by mr goh because of some idiots. but, it was still ok for me. i just treat it as part of the training. after that went to A1 to buy water. joked a little then went home.

i think tomoro i'm gonna do the usual things. wall topia for warm up then red tape. i'm gonna finish by tomoro. i must finish it. then back to wall topia again, genesis and yellow tape. then blue tape roof. if still got time, i'm gonna do the white insert for my last route. so,thats my plan for tomoro. maybe after that i'll do a little core training like crunches and planks.

wow. its been 3 years already and my feelings towards someone is still there. but, its 100 % impossible to be with her..

2009-11-03T19:27:00.001+08:00

T.T why do i keep thinking of her...

2009-10-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

today finally did lead on roof with lots of hang. shit. maybe its because of my warm up and the routes that i did before that. i did wall topia for warm up. ok lah. little bit pump only. thats wad i call a warm up instead of leading up the pyramid wall and not even feeling anything. sometimes, my forearms become numb? like i cannot feel them and they start to feel itchy. o.o so weird.

so the routes that i did was
- lead on all tiles on wall topia (easy)
- lead on white inserts (medium) but didnt finish
- new black route (medium) i put medium because my easy used up le
- then last route lead on roof all tiles (medium? hard?)

then after that, sat outside BK to chat. watched videos on huai wei's laptop. laughed and laughed and laughed. after that, we went to the bus stop then we saw mr teo cycling past us. so we waved at him and he waved back.

ahh! forgot to do wad i planned to do! i forgot to try to campus on roof! shit. i must try that next time. but with a top rope. today was a fun day.

2 more days to climb on!

2009-10-24T23:51:00.003+08:00

today went to climb asia to train. soo tired. didnt get pump at all? only my damn fingers was hurting like hell. so rested and continued training. did a few routes only. most of them was easy to me. only 1 or 2 was medium. it has been a long time since i did hard routes. actually, i only can do hard and difficult routes in competions only. sad rite? nvm, skip to evening. went to eat then went back to climb. waited for nadirah to come then climb with her and with the rest. later when to the first floor to do a little bouldering. huai wei setted a route for me. then i could not start and i was so super tired at that time, so i was angry at that moment so i scolded him. not purposely one. just tired so acted rashly. then went out to refill my water bottle then went to see other climbers top rope the routes. rested my fingers for awhile then went back to try that route again. before resting, i could not even start but after resting, i could do until half the route only. suck la. after that, i did some "crazy" campusing. ok la, not so difficult, all jugs and all at the roof. so fun. all nid to do 1 hand lock for maybe 1-2 secs. good training for me. then i planned out a campus route that had around 15 moves? so fun. i go back school nid to train more my campus at roof. now i just need to get back my endurance then i'm ready for competitions again.

6 more days to climb on
4 weeks and 1 more day to lets rock.

its gonna be a tiring holiday for me. lessons, camps and competions and trainings. yay, at least i won't rot at home.

2009-10-12T19:39:00.001+08:00

climb on is coming soon and i lost all of my endurance. shit. i'm so gonna get killed by haroz or hafiz at climb on. 2 weeks without climbing is a torture. and now, i get pumped just after traversing at the boulder wall. i wan to join climbaprix! why mr teo says that its pointless to join? who knows, maybe we will get top 5 or top 10? its either climbaprix or climb asia for this saturday. after that, i'll rest till tuesday for climbing and then climb asia again. and hopefully, by next next tuesday, i would get back at least 3/4 of my endurance. if i count correctly, i didnt climb for around... erm... the time when coach ask me to supervise the yr 1s? i think i 1 month never train already. die.

today's a maths paper. to me, it was quite ok but when mr sim mark, he say i all do wrong. wth. nvm. tomoro e maths can die. 2 hrs. sure gt time to sleep.

2009-10-05T22:46:00.002+08:00

today was normal. except ms hamidah finally agrees to sign my good conduct. now left sim,mr teo,mr goh and 1 more subject teacher. skip to after school. after school, went to pe room to find mr teo but end up he not there and so many opc people there. waiting until around 3 plus then he came back and he passed to us the climb on forms. the whole stack hvn staple together, so i help him to staple the whole stack. see,i very good rite? after filling up the form, i kept it in the back and zhao ming, kai, huai wei and me slacked outside the pe room until around 3.30 then we go general office to "study". today during opc time i kena owned by a pig. i think i wan become botak le. stupid pig keep pulling my hair. i help the pig with a maths already then she still wan bully me. evil rite. today play and do work, also can do finish 1 e maths paper. now left with hongkah paper hvn do yet. i think i ltr go do finish. i hate toa, cah, soh and similarity and congruency. if dun have these 2 chapters, i think my maths will be better. wait. gt 1 more, the arc length thingy. now, i think a maths is easier than e maths.

shit. i'm getting this feeling again. haix. i'm so dead. i cant like someone now... i need to focus on my studies and climbing...

2009-10-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

bored.

2009-10-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

these few days was a little tiring for me. study mathses and pt when i reached home. now my stomach pain because of the stupid 300 crunches. nth much to talk abt because everyday is the same. school, opc then home. so boring.

hmm. i wonder wad will opc be like after my batch. will it be better or will it be lousier?

2009-09-28T18:14:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i wonder whether my juniors have a brain or not. they are always doing stupid things or saying stupid things. they're going to be sec 2 soon and they are still like this.

life is just so boring.

2009-09-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

life without kumar sucks. it sucks to be alone during training. everyone has friends to talk to. i used to have one but hes leaving springfield soon. the feeling of being alone sucks. nowadays, i even think of skipping training. but if i dun go, i like not responsible because i'm the climbing master and i'm suppose to make sure the training goes smoothly and to make sure nothing happens. now, i dun even get a chance to boulder with my friends. i'm just standing outside and just taking care of damn stupid idiots who dun even use their stupid brains to think. they have no common sense at all. everything that they do is just to show off their stupidity. after training, i like lost the mood to do everything. today, i was just sitting there alone packing my things and just eating the noodles that kai took for me. i was like thinking, why am i doing all these for the lower sec people when they dun even care, why do i even go for training. so many questions but no answer to those questions. i miss the ex seniors. i hate being born in the year 1994. i wish that i could be born at around 1988 - 1990 when opc was super fun.

2009-09-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

wow. i'm like finally posting on my blog after so long. its like 12.15am and i had training today and i feel so tired but i just don't feel like sleeping now. whats wrong with me these few days. i keep having mood swings? lol. ok, don't talk about it le.

i finally have my own fingerboard at home. thx to my dad and my bro. and not to forget myself. i also helped to saw the wood. it was so damn tiring because we had to do it manually. so after a few hrs, i think 2 - 3 hrs, we managed to saw enough wood and to mount the fingerboard onto the wood only. when i went to school the other day, i think my dad and bro mounted it onto the wall because i saw it on the wall already when i reached home. i can finally do some intensive training at home on my own like hanging on 1 hand and to do frenchies( i think its spelt this way) but i'm not so crazy like other climbers. i only do light intensive training everyday.

pull ups
frenchies
hangs
1 arm lock(still trying)
1 arm hang
full locks
half locks
and of course, playing!

today, i finally finish the unknown route that kai found during the GIFT period. its quite simple, once you know the sequence or where to go, its quite easy but its pumpy as its all like crimps, side pulls and theres even a part where you need to wrap + gaston on a sloppy hold. its quite a fun route. i think the yr 3s of opc should try it. it will surely make you guys improve in ur climbing. and i also had some "hard" training for these few weeks, its either at safra or at climb asia. and i'm also trying to train up some people for certain reasons and i want them to be strong in climbing. i still hvn complete my route at climb asia! so pissed off. damn it. i want to go back and finish it soon. its like a route that has a nice start but the next hold is some sort of slopper crimp then you will have to reach out for a long pinch which is super nice and next to a horn and then another long pinch. and its only like half of the route. so many tiles, so many footholds, so many handholds. i'm not sure whether i can remember all of them. now, i'm left with... hmm... 3 - 4 6b+ routes? a 6c+ route and the bouldering routes at climb asia. at school ah.. i think i'm left with 2 projects, 1 is the countour route and the other is kai's route because i only finished it on lead but its a hangdog. so now i'll just have the link the lower part of the route with the top part of the route and i'm done. i'm thinking of setting a new route for our climbers in our school. any suggestions? i don't think anyone even sees this post. i think everyone think that my blog is dead. ok, i think i'll stop here. the post is getting longer and longer. yay, i succeded in typing this post in "proper" english. Final Term Exam coming soon. i must improve on my english and other subjects and once the exam is over, i'll maybe be training like a crazy guy. one last final thing. i'm so happy that hafiz is finally back because i finally have a climbing partner during training! ever since he was gone, training was like a torture to me because i don't have a partner to do routes with me and boulder routes that are given to me does not really post such a big challenge to me but the routes that he give me are just the ones that i have been wanting to do. so.. i'm just so happy today when i saw him walking into the rock wall area.

i feel so lonely in this stupid world. we live just to study and study and study. why cant the world just stop or slow down their progress in upgrading their lives? i feel so streesed. no study = no future. no cert = road sweeper. no job = no money. no money = die. what am i typing. i think i'm crazy.

2009-07-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

today was a bad day for me. a very very bad day for me. i'm a failure.

2009-07-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

here i am again. since i have nth to do. i shall post about the last 2 weekends. NSSCC was held at yishun safra for the last 2 weekends. it was fun and at the same time a little sad. i was an official for the event, so most of the time, i was at the speed wall belaying the speed events like the individuals, teams and mixed doubles. my boss was suzzana and everyday, i had to report to her for jobs. i enjoyed myself when i was belaying. ok, enough about me. so the results for difficulty was like only haikal, faliq and the strong hafiz went to the finals for springfield. and for speed, i dun really have to say it as most of our climbers were knocked out by our own ppl. so now i will just say about difficulty. the route was quite challenging as the strong climbers of outram, loyang and springfield could not finish it except for the legend kumar. when he passed the part where everyone fell, the crowd was like so damn happy for him. they cheered for him so loudly that i could not even hear the music from the speaker. as for me, i was sitting infront of the wall and when i saw it, i was so super super happy than i wanted to cry. wa, this year i like become so weak, little things can make me cry so easily. wth? what is happening. ahh. who cares. so the results for the legend kumar was he got 1st for both individual speed and diffuculty as he was the only one who completed the route. for team, springfield got 1st again. 1st for 3 years in a row. i dun know whether i can keep the record. haix.. damn stressed. last is mixed double, due to ainul's illness, springfield could not get 1st but they got a 3rd. congrats! and the last and final one is that kumar got the FASTEST MAN AWARD! so that means he is the fastest man among all the 3 categories. too pro le. so he got like 2 trophies and 4 medals? oh ya. eh. wait. did springfield get the fastest man team award? ahh. who cares. this year we did not get overall champion as the C division girls did not do well enough. we lost to outram by i think... 30 point? and for the points system, gold = 10 points, silver = 7 points and bronze = 5 points. mr teo, kumar and i was counting the points before the event ended and outram already got 98 points just for speed! i was like wth? so much? and our school only got 58? even if we won the difficulty, we also wont be able to catch up with their points. nvm, train harder opc climbers! we will surely get the overall champion for the next NSSCC! and last thing, congrats to those who won and those who did not win anything, do not be sad, there will still be other chances.

i am so damn tired and confused. i feel like giving up.

2009-07-18T22:35:00.001+08:00

3 words to describe today, fucking pissed off

2009-07-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

stupid!! i found a new blog skin but the code sot sot. stupid code. aiya. tomoro then i go change.

2009-07-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

saturday and sunday was NSSCC. woke up at 5 plus on saturday to prepare to go out. reach small mac at 6 plus and went off to yishun safra at around 7. lucky nt late. when we reach there, huai wei, zhao ming and me reported to suzanna and then went to collect my official shirt, cap and took a bottle of water. for the first day, the belayers were like sooo stupidly stupod people. they are like only yr 1s and the organizers let them belay. NSSCC is like one of the biggest competition in singapore and they let some newbie belayers belay speed. i was like wtf? why this year the belayers all primary school and year 1s frm TP. they belay still ok leh, but they let the ppl down so fast until the hit the ground. one of them let fadhli down then he kena the floor. then the belayer tio scold by fadhli.so funny. tired le. i wan go sleep le.

LOL. just heard someone shouted " in this world, nothing is fair". i almost laughed when i heard it. stupid guy. no brain one. so late still wan to shout so stupid things.

one last thing. good luck to the climbers climbing on this saturday and this sunday. hope you guys can win outram sec.

2009-06-19T19:36:00.002+08:00

i regret not joining rockmaster. i really regret not joining. heard that it was super easy. ahh. who cares,still got next year. now, i only need to focus on lets rock, NSSCC(maybe only) ,rockamania, climb on and maybe climbaprix? why 1 year only got so little competitions? i wish i can go intermediate next year. should i skip novice and just join intermediate? or should i join novice and intermediate? aiya, dun care lah. i just try to win something in novice. and one last thing, tomorow who still want to go train with me? climb asia or safra?

2009-06-02T18:04:00.002+08:00

wow,today is another super hot day. i think i today almost kena heat stroke. nice rite? the stupid heat almost caused me to faint while clearing the clips. i was like, ahhh, faster reach the top lah, my shoes sooooooooooooooooo super super hot le. my shoes somemore black leh,actually all climbing shoes black de. i almost died at the wall. when i reach the gound, i ran in with kai, choon kiat, and khuz. i was like, faster take the whole bunch of rope and bring it in to coil. after that, i was like a burning man running around. so super hot. even now, the fan is blowing warm air at me. wth rite? soooooo hot. so after that, slack awhile, tried climbing but no more energy le. so lie on the matteress and disturb the ppl there. stupid captain, go bully me. go use her towel to slap my face. nvm, u watch out, next training i ask kumar belay u then u sure cry one. haix. i so sad lor, cannot join NSSCC. wan to cry leh. shud i join as other sch ppl? if i win also for OPC mah, haix. dun care la. mr teo and coach dun wan to choose me sure gt reason de. maybe i'm too lousy. maybe i'm lousier than fahmi and fadhli. but i dun see the difference between me and them lor. maybe because i now only can on-sight 6B routes and maybe they can do 6B+ routes. so many maybes. but, i'm still joining rockmaster. maybe i'll be joining with just kai, daniel and mr teo. sad rite? springfield so many climbers but dun wan to join because of lets rock. soo much time to rest leh. just join lah. if the girls dun wan to join, i can understand because its on saturday. but the boys de event on sunday leh. aiya,dun care le. they dun wan join also not my problem. yay, now gt a 7A route in sch le. thx to mr Haroz Foo Xiu Quan frm TP and mr Hafiz frm OPC. just nw so super hot then dun wan to walk in the hot hot hot sun, so took a bus with kai and choon kiat. i think i saw someone familiar in the bus. THINK ONLY AH. just nw blur blur so. i blur blur. ok. i wan go le. go rest my hands and fingers.

2009-05-30T23:09:00.005+08:00

yay,finally i'm back here to blog. i officially pronounce that my fourth and middle finger of my left hand is out of order. so super pain. now like wan to break le. nid to do more lockings and pull ups. maybe 30 shud be enough. and 1 min of locking with 20KG extra weight shud be enough for now.

now for safra.

firstly, i would like to thank Mr Teo for allowing me to join climb climb.

secondly, i am very super sorry for not finishing the route.

thirdly, i wan to apologise and thank everyone who went today to support us( the climbers u15).

fourthly, i wan to thank Mr Teo, Coach philip, Fahmi, Hafiz, Daniel, Faliq, the rest of the sec 4s and ex seniors for training me and guiding me along my climbing life.
fifthly , i wan to thank Mr Teo, Fahmi, Dan, Ching Siang( my climbing bro), kai, amanda, evonne and lastly hafiz. maybe i setted my expectations of myself a little too high. completing a 6C route at climb asia is really easy when i went there but today is a totally different story, today for finals, it was a 6C route. at first, i thought that it was a 6B+ route but Mr Teo or Coach Philip told me that its a 6C route. when it was my turn, i was thinking : i must make springfield proud, i must win for springfield, i must complete the route for Coach and Mr Teo and for my other seniors and friends from Temasek. oh, i forgot, i wan to thank Clement from Tp too. he so kind, lend me his chalk bag. when i was at the blue insert, i went to the blue tile and then the brown insert. i held it soooooooo comfortably, but the stupid irritating judge didnt count that tile. after that, i was soo super angry and sad at the same time. so i sat at the chair and just packed my things and rested for awhile. after awhile, i like cannot control myself, suddenly, i was crying. w.t.h? ahh, who cares. over le. so when mr teo saw me, he came to comfort me then fahmi also came, and then more ppl come. i love opc. i love everyone in opc. everytime when i'm sad, u guys will surely come and comfort me. i really regret signing up for ncc and npcc when i was in sec 1. if i knew opc was like this, i would straight away run to the booth and sign up. THX OPC MEMBERS! after that went to kopitiam to eat( not the foodcourt kopitiam). mr teo treat us water, so kind. after that went to sunplaza park. then we started to talk about ghost. woooo. so fun, i still can remember that day. ahh. i dun wan to talk abt it le. after that, talk talk talk then go home and now i'm here typing with my tired and injured fingers. waaa. so long. i think i better stop.

NEXT COMPETITION ROCKMASTER!! NOVICE MEN CLMIBER GILBERT IS COMING TO OWN ALL OF YOU NOOBS!! oh, and one last thing. thank you ching siang, amanda and evonne. u guys are my best closest friends in opc.

2009-04-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello. exam coming le and i hvn study. too pro le.

opc election over le. and i'm the climbing master!!

Captain : Amanda
Vice-Captain : Huai wei
Quater Master : Zhao Ming
Asst Quater Master : Ching Siang
PT Master : Evonne
Climbing Master : MR GILBERT TANG
Secretaries : Roseline and Amelia

actually,everyone last year also told me they wan to vote me to be the climbing master le. not fun lor. its like u join a contest or a competition and u already know the results. yay,we're going to have a new rock wall next next next week( i think). i will 100% surely miss the old one. it has been with us for so long. and i almost cried when i heard that they wan to take the old wall down. but,old things must go before new things can come rite? ok. i wan go le. waa. this post so long.

2009-04-13T20:00:00.001+08:00

hello.i'm back again.yay.i dun even know why i'm here now.

i miss chiang mai. i miss opc climbers(only those who went to chiang mai). i miss the jokes and the fun we had. haix.. i hope we could go there again. the same people, the same jokes. it would be soo fun.

2009-04-13T19:55:00.004+08:00

2009-04-02T22:23:00.001+08:00

and one last thing. i miss 2008. i miss 2H. i miss being a year 2. i miss everyone frm 2H(except the teachers).

2009-04-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

yay, finally i'm posting.lol.today went to ITE simei for training. got a fking rope burn. stupid tile spin,because of that tile spin,i cannot OS(on sight) the stupid route. went home with LKY and nic. took bus 31 to stadium because i feel like walking home.saw azeem sitting alone at the bus stop. haix. i still like spf's wall and... I WAN TO GO BACK TO CHIANG MAI!!!I MISS CRAZY HORSE!! i still wan to do bamboo finders... T_T i miss balance of power... i still can remember wad hafiz said. that stupid cream is the king of the king of the king of creams. haix.. i miss those days.. the laughing, the shopping, the climbing, the shouting and many more things.. i wish that i would never leave opc.. ok. i wan to go play game le. wa, this post soo long.

2009-02-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

bored

2009-02-11T23:31:00.001+08:00

and 1 last thing.

I MISS MY FRIENDS...

2009-02-11T23:21:00.010+08:00

bored bored bored.everyday bored.haix...today go out with czm and ching siang until 9+ then go home.so fun.go tm,then go eat prata,then go sunplaza park then go playground.today was a fun day.but its not 100% fun.gt some parts of today nt fun like at tm and other things.ok,i nid go le.(today's post hor,i anyhow type de.i dun even know wad i'm typing)

2009-02-11T23:21:00.007+08:00

2009-02-11T23:21:00.005+08:00

hello

2009-02-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

2009-02-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

hello.

2009-01-31T22:57:00.005+08:00

today french school.got 4th.a little sad.wanted to kill that soon jye (i think its spelt these way).he everytime steal my 3rd.EVERYTIME leh.

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1st - azeem
2nd - ching siang
4th - me

girls
6th - evonne
7th - amanda

for the girls,i'm not really sure because i didnt really see the results.ok,lazy type le.go watch tv le.

sorry coach philip,coach kelly,sorry mr teo,sorry amanda,sorry evonne,sorry kai,sorry ching siang,sorry azeem,sorry haroz,sorry kamarul,sorry to springfield climbers(ex and present).sorry everyone who cheered for me.i'm so very sorry because i did nt get 3rd.i tried,but i just cant.i'm so sorry.

2009-01-17T17:30:00.001+08:00

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2009-01-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

yay,finally i'm back.today go school.soo boring.after school,i ran home then ran back to school.soo tired.go home eat,bathe then cant even sit down and rest for 1 min.after that went to opc.tie some stupid tri pods for nth.wasted our energy.hmm.maybe i should stop here or i should say i lazy type.

26 more days to french school.

today is a wierd day.very wierd.after that lesson.i turned into a zombie?wait.not zombie.a numb person?ahh.dun care la.at opc.i like so different.last time,when the seniors say untie the stupid tri pod,i will like get a little angry then today,i like no reaction,they ask me tie,i tie.they ask me untie,i untie.haix.............duno wad to do.so confused

2008-12-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

hello.i'm finally back.these few months,weeks or days i on com.so i nvr post.everyday at home nth to do,psp tv,psp tv,psp tv.so bored.lucky nw still gt climbing or else i sure kill myself.level 2 over le.next year can get cert.I WAN TO DO IT AGAIN.SO FUN.haix..2009 coming le.going to be sec 3 le.and when i sec 3,means must do lots of plannings and lots of other stuff.but the good thing abt next year is that when i join competition,i'm still u14.good rite.hope can get a few 1st and 2nd medals.lazy post le.next year then post again.

2008-10-16T15:23:00.005+08:00

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2008-09-11T20:05:00.002+08:00

today,czm's bday.happy bday.nth much to say,because i gt nth to say.

hmm...why do ppl have bday parties?to me,birthdays is like a normal day.nothing nice happens on my bday.its like the same every year.a bday cake.a happy bday song.lalala.and nth else.i dun even think i wan to remember my own bday.wads the use of remembering it?also gt nth happen de.i think i'll just go somewhere in singapore on my bday to "celebrate" it on my own.

2008-08-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

wooooooooo.sick.i siao le.sick still so happy.ahhhhh.runny nose + sore throat.so fun. xD i wish i can die now.

today get back maths and history paper.die.both fail.history 9 and maths 14.like shit la.fking maths.do so many careless mistakes.FK FK FK FK FK.aiya.now angry,sad,happy or whatever also no use le.paper already mark le.the marks also cannot change.so..i just be happy.my life is not going to be ruined by a fking paper. :D ahh.now gt headache....angry leh,1st sore throat.2nd runny nose.then now gt headache.aiya,next time then post la.

2008-08-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

today gt the GIFT thing.quite stupid leh.nid to sit on another person leg or dunno wad shit.1 min only then ppl complain until like fk le.stupid jyss nubs. jyss is full of GAYS.well done springfield!!springfiel rocks!!!!springfield students rocks!!today springfield sat for the longest without complaining.wooooooo.our sch pro le. xD i must be crazy le.lol.ahh,skip until the carnival part.went to rock wall.was late because of mr wong,stupid guy,ask us to keep the chairs then we late and kena scolding frm the seniors.ahh.today gt this small "competition" at the rock wall.quite dumb.during the competition,i went to disturb someone at a booth.go disturb the hair. xD after everything,i kena 60 push up for NTH.NTH LEH.ahh.after dat gt this meeting only for yr 2s.then while fadhly was talking,amanda suddenly cried like fuck.then she just stood up then amelia folo her into the toilet.after dat,both come out then both also crying.dun ask me wad happen,i also dunno wad happened.aiya,dun post le la.so long le.

fadhly,i swear i'm going to win u. i dun fucking care whether u my senior anot.i'm going to win u at the next lead competition.

2008-08-13T19:04:00.002+08:00

hi,i'm back after a loooooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggggg time.lazy to post leh.bored and sleepy lah.dun feel like going sch.i jus feel like staying at home and jus sleep the whole day.now exam...then cannot climb.some more got this injured leg.i this exam sure die de la.eng paper i anyhow do then geog and history also anyhow do.tomoro science.die le.science then maths.ahhhh!!! die le.ah,who cares.aiya,i go le la.next time post again.

i wan back again by dj duro and dj zany..

2008-07-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

YAY.i'm in finals.a little happy and a little nt happy cause...i nvr finish the damn route.i suck la.tomoro gt speed event.come and support leh.the place is MJC (Meridian JC).i hate dat sch. ahh.lazy to type le.i go change song le.

2008-07-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

ahh.today rocka finals.climbed like shit la.climb wrong so cannot go. T.T i climbed like shit so i gt a shit position. ahh.lazy to type la.next time then post again

2008-06-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO !! a little high? lol. rocka coming le!!! NSSCC also coming le. nid to train more le. BUT NW MY HAND LIKE SO PAIN AND NO ENERGY HW TO TRAIN ???? shit la.cant train properly. T.T scared like lets rock,wasted,can get 3rd but nvr climb properly then get a lousy shit place which is 4th.and 4th for me is nt enuf.4th is like shit.i will nvr forget dat day la.stupid outram,steal my 3rd position.ok, i go msn le.next time post again.

2008-06-23T16:19:00.002+08:00

er.yi jie ask me to do de.so i just do lor.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
er.forgive her lor.kill her or do anything else also wont change anything.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
hmm.sleep and play everyday.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
err.have it in my sch.

#4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
i would build a bouldering room in my hse with lots of tiles and especially pinchers!!

#5. Would you give money up for love or give love up for money?
money for love

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both la.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
forever?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
er.wish them all the best.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yea.stupid finals

#10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
losing at finals at lets rock

#11. What type of person do you hate?
er.irritating idiots

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
hmm.maybe a coach?xD

#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
er.my frens.opc sec 2s only and my family
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
er.dunno leh.hmm.maybe a little funny?

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor

#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
er.off my hp alarm.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
hmm.depends?see who is the person first.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hmm.i dun think i will be so stupid to fall for 2 ppl

#19. What type of friends do you like?
er.wad kind of frens ah.i dunno leh.xD
The 8 people who will be tagged are;
1.jolene
2.amanda
3.amelia
4.yu ning
5.zarifah
6.hidayah
7.jia lyn
8.2h blog.

eh.these ppl hor.i just choose frm my links de.and like no boys gt blog except me.

2008-06-23T16:15:00.003+08:00

hi,here to post again.loll.lazy to post la.stupid competition.1st time make me so damn tired.nw my hand still no energy.zzz.ltr then do yi jie de thingy.forgot wad le.today 1st day of term 3.hmmm.almost died?so damn boring.some more gt this ex convict beside me.xD today suppose to go climb asia de bt no one wan to go and cannot go.T.T i nid to train more la.i so nub. the most nub climber in spf. ah.i go do other things le.

2008-06-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

wow,finally,a post after a long time?XD lazy to post lah.today i post abt today's "fun" training.

went to sch in the morning,like 8+.went hm abt 9+?did a stupid monster comand tent(i think its spelt like dat).slacked alot.xD gt some stupid ppl dun wan to folo me and slack.XD joking joking.skin came out?so nice.xD today i dunno y suddenly become crazy.suddenly like so angry or wad.went to tie the stupid thing and my hand de skin come out.yay!ah.lazy to type le.i go do other things le.and one last thing.we're suppose to finish 2 damn monsters in 2 hrs.i can bet my life dat we cant even finish 1 or maybe can finish 1.and one last last final thing.i'm sry for the things i have done today.like shouting or scolding or doing anything stupid.

2008-05-31T20:21:00.001+08:00

congrats to my coach and kelly.they're getting married next sat.=) dunno wad to buy for him.T.T ahh.lazy to post.XD maybe i'll post again after a long long time.

2008-05-29T12:47:00.001+08:00

wa.my whole com is lagging.lol.

went to climb asia on tuesday for training.when we reach there.hvn open.zzz.we saw our coach waiting for us and he said dat he wanted us to come earlier to do stretches and warm up.after awhile,the climb asia guy came.went to change and went in to climb.climb climb climb until tired,back pain,hand pain and leg pain.ahh,lazy to type le.XD i dun even noe wad am i typing.

2008-05-21T17:08:00.001+08:00

stupid weather.so hot.can die.i just hate my juniors lah.they are like damn forgetful and irritating and other things.one of them the mouth cannot shut up,one think she is the biggest.haizz....so unlucky to have these kind of juniors.i wish dat they could be like us

2008-05-18T19:55:00.001+08:00

today....is a bad day.dunno wad to post abt.XD

2008-05-12T19:16:00.002+08:00

oh no...die le...saturday gt competition,rock master leh.die le. T.T sure die de....ahhhhh...save me...stupid competitions,everytime after exam de.T.T

today had art exam,i only needed like only half an hour.almost died while waiting.so i did some things to entertain myself.i breathed very loudly to make some ppl laugh.XD played with oliver.disturbed him when he tried to sleep.XD quite fun.after art was oral.so hard leh,stupid conversation.dunno wad less fortunate ppl,forgot le.then i tell ms tan hard and she changed the question to "do you think that singapore youth is selfish".thx ah ms tan,change to a easier but still hard question.xD actually,quite fast.today,farhan wanted to come to my hse but his mum dun allow.so sad.so bored...holidays coming le and the boring season is coming too. ahhhhhhh,save me.someone pls bring me out to release some bored air frm home.XD

2008-05-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

wow,its 1.40am in the morning,first time post so early.XD so bored.dun feel like sleeping.wan to off come le.a little tired...and those who visit my blog,pls tag.i noe gt some ppl come then dun tag.and tag with ur real name pls and nt those stupid names like "no name or ......" etc.aiya,i go sleep le lah.wait,before i go,i just wan to say good morning to everyone.XD

y must my life be so miserable.....so many wishes but only some can come true....i hope dat she was with me when i feel like dying...

2008-05-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

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2008-05-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

today,had maths paper.quite ok lah.then listening compre was like damn lame?it was like so easy then when they repeating the passage again,i was like nt listening to it.maybe i was resting.forgot le.XD after sch,went to tm with some frens.watched a movie and went home.walked home because i felt like walking and i didnt wan to take bus alone.and today i nt emo la.i'm just a little tired and maybe bored because no cca for so long.T.T talking of cca,more tough trainings are coming.T.T tired la,i like trainings but i hate my seniors.they keep ruining the happy trainings.i'm nt saying all of them are bad,there are a few who are good(cannot say who).hope dat the new bouldering wall can be painted soon.then put tiles and we can use it.=) ok,i wan go play game le.if i misss out anything,tell me at my tagboard?

2008-05-07T11:50:00.000+08:00

today mt paper.stupid flu,eat medicine le then feel like sleeping...today chi paper sure fail de.T.T so scared...i think up to now still gt the effect frm the medicine... T.T my whole body like so weak...and,no matter wad,i will always help my best fren if i can.so if anyone scolds my best fren,better be careful.

2008-05-06T16:24:00.001+08:00

today had geog paper,quite stupid because most of it is abt last year's work.wads the answer for the last last question ah?i dunno leh,wad stupid flower and fruits and air thingy.maybe mr tan gt teach but i forgot le.XD ok,i'll stop here,maybe i tomoro post again.

2008-05-05T13:53:00.002+08:00

today,i dun feel normal.in sch,still ok but after sch,i like change.dunno wad happen to me.feel so wierd..

today lit exam.quite easy for the novel part but the poem part i dun understand the last question.wtf is it asking? o.o i dun understand wad they ask so i just write anything dat comes to my mind.maths was quite easy too and i leave 2 blanks i think.finished the maths paper at 9 and rested for the rest of the time.so tired..now raining.yay,i'm crazy.XD

2008-05-03T17:10:00.002+08:00

waa.now gt the stupid mye...so bored without cca...stay at home do nth,wan to go out then lazy.yesterday,went to whitesands to buy somethings.so bored.now go play game le.will update...erm...dunno. XD

i miss you alot during weekends....

2008-04-28T22:15:00.001+08:00

yay,i'm an idiot.if u wan to noe when did i became an idiot,it was the moment when i join springfield.i hate myself.yay.i'm turning into a crazy idiotic boy le.

2008-04-28T22:13:00.001+08:00

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2008-04-26T12:13:00.002+08:00

stupid la,my com these few days sot sot de.stupid monitor.ltr going to bring to the shop to send for repair. T.T no com for a few days...but still gt psp.XD so bored...stupid exams,so fast come.y secondary sch life so fast over and pri sch so slow de.dun wan to go sec 3 leh...if go sec 3,2H will be gone...i wan to go secret training!!!but,lazy.so bored.ok,i go listen to songs le.maybe will post again when i get back my com.

2008-04-24T22:12:00.001+08:00

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2008-04-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

yay,my blog dead le.no one tag me.shud i delete my blog?

2008-04-19T10:42:00.002+08:00

wa,finally i'm sick.yay.lol.mid year coming soon,sian la.so fast exam again,i hate exams...these few days like so tired...sleep wake up also tired.no mood to do anything.next week somemore gt something bad going to happen to me.T.T i wan to die le la...

2008-04-12T21:27:00.006+08:00

today went to outram for a competiton.gt a new nickname,i own self name de,called contour(i think its spelt this way) climber because i keep using contours to climb.funny leh.almost got into finals,wasted,very very very wasted because i lost by 1 point.ok,next time will post more abt today.dun feel like posting le.

2008-04-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

today,skip to ipw because nth nice happened before ipw.my grp,was the 2nd to present and i was like wtf ? i dunno wad to say leh then huai wei say just read frm the slides.zzz,read frm it and still nid to give eye contact. i was too soft and maybe because i was reading frm the slide. today,went to eat lunch outside sch.waited for dat stupid monkey to buy his stupid bubble tea.and because of his bubble tea,we were late for opc and gt punished.zzz.today my wrist like pain,maybe my hand breaking soon?today i think i completed 3 new routes but still nt happy because i almost completed a fourth one but no time. T.T as usual,gt scolding because of the sec 1s.those brainless idiots who un understand eng.damn fed up with them.went to bk after opc and went hm after buying water.

given up on the idea of forgetting her.am i suppose to be happy?sad?angry?confused?etc

2008-04-07T20:25:00.004+08:00

today had sch,quite boring.but it was still fun with frens.went for opc after the ass programme.had a very very very bad stomach ache until i almost died.so while the others ran.i walked.today opc also gt the election and faliq is the new captain.congrats.i wish dat i can just be the secretery because this year the sec 1s damn irritating and stupid(except for some). i just realised something,everytime i use the something to cut my finger,i gt no feeling.so fun to cut off the skin without any feeling.

i wan to forget u,but i just cant...pls hate me and forget me...

2008-04-06T13:25:00.002+08:00

wa,these few days really damn bored and nth much to post abt.cant think of any subject to post abt.everyday,its either playing com or playing my psp or watching tv or tagging ppl de blog with my psp.damn bored.I WAN TO GO TO SCH BUT I ALSO DUN WAN TO GO TO SCH.I'M CRAZY LE. ok,i wan go play game le.if i gt a subject to post abt,i'll post abt it.

2008-04-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

today,lazy to post.tired.will post tomoro.going to sleep now.

2008-03-30T19:06:00.003+08:00

hi,here to post.today quite boring because nth much to do.last night,i had a damn wierd dream,when i woke up,i kept thinking whether it was a good one or a bad one...but,i think dat dream will nvr come true...ok,i wan go watch simpsons le.will post again tomoro,i think

wth,i miss her until can die le.T.T i wish dat i could see her everyday.......

2008-03-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

changed to an old blogskin.just now wanted to change song only but everything became messy after i put the new song.stupid skin.ok,wan to play game le.will post...erm...dunno.XD

2008-03-28T15:45:00.002+08:00

today,sch ended at 10.15,and gt maths test after sch,quite easy because i still can do.XD my hand felt like bursting while doing the paper.too tired le,my whole body is like falling apart le.today,suppose to go climb asia with huai wei,amanda and evonne.but,because of them,we didnt go.zzz.stupid ppl.so stayed in sch to play basketball for awhile.its been 5 years since the last time i played basketball.so long le,dunno how to play le.went to buy bubble tea with huai wei and went to macdonals to eat.went home after eating.so sleepy...wan to fall asleep le...ok,i'll stop here.

i'll be happy if she is happy
i'll be sad if she is sad
and if she nids to get hurt by anyone,i rather be hurt than let her be hurt

2008-03-25T21:10:00.002+08:00

had climbing today,so shiok.now my climbing like sucks le.climbed coach's route and both the green routes.tried the 2 yellow routes but its still hard for me.tried the new yellow route,it was easy,did it within a few minutes.going to climb asia on friday.=),finally going to climb asia again.going there to boulder.i wan to do top rope but there no roof.so sad.i still cant clear the stupid roof.zzz,ok here is the end of today's post,will post again...maybe tomoro?

yay,i'm a dying person.

2008-03-23T22:05:00.003+08:00

what the fook la.stupid maths.so hard.feel like ripping the book.stupid maths,do until fed up le.i here doing maths and my mum there nagging at me,say wad i playing psp.zzz.ok,nid to go back to do maths le.

can someone save me frm maths?

2008-03-22T21:49:00.003+08:00

today,i'm forced to post.very sad rite?

y today everyone say i emo when i'm normal?i'm just tired because... i also dunno y.lazy to post le.and who wan to go climb asia with me?i dunwan to go alone..

yay,my body is going to break le

2008-03-21T20:16:00.001+08:00

stupid la,today get number 14 out of 16..idiot...shit la,wasted too much time planning.but,i won huai wei.XD dun feel like posting le.XD lazy to type

2008-03-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

wth,these few days like no mood to do anything.keep losing at games,no mood to do hw and other stuff.feel like dying...

today,i'm like so damn pissed off because of those mother fucking cb idiots.i felt like killing them just now.the biggest one is the stupid pig leg.idiotic mcb kia.he can go home and fuck his stupid brainless mum la,idiotic wong hong.dun feel like talking abt it le.i wan to go play game le.and sry to all if i shouted at u.

2008-03-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

here to post again,today had dat ipw thingy.today the ang mo like good leh,hes like better than the teachers in out sch.he was better than the woman yesterday.today went to I&I room instead of then ITR3. today,me,kevin and oliver were like damn pissed off by huai wei.huai wei was like so damn bossy la.and he say wad we nvr do the project because we bo chap.stupid la.he hav all the infomation and he expects us to do wad shit fcuk.idiotic guy,then alot of stupid things happen,dun feel like talking abt it le,talking abt it makes me feel piss off.dun feel like posting le.tired...before i go,i wan to tell the ppl who visit my blog something.i'm having a big competition of friday,wish myself luck because its going to be damn hard.and its on this friday.21/3/08

everytime i close my eyes,her face just suddenly appear in my mind.i wish dat i could just tell her the 3 words... T.T

2008-03-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

here to post abt thursday because some ppl ask me to post.

on thursday,woke up a little late.suppose to wake up at 7.30 but woke up at 8.stupid me.i was suppose to meet my uncle at 8 and i woke up at 8.zzz when i came out of the room,heard my uncle outside.LOL! changed quickly and went down with him with the big duffer(i think its spelt in this way) bag and went to his car.reached sch at abt 8.05,i think.waited for mr teo to come.went to the boudlering wall to wait.azeem saw me so he came to the bouldering wall to wait with me.we waited for like damn long then we went to opc room to wait.saw faliq inside and awhile ltr,saw ameera.we waited for mr teo,waited until fedup so we decided to go home,when i walked out,i saw mr teo coming.wtf,it was like 9+ and he said dat he would come at 8.30.so late,1 min 20 push up.XD climbed for awhile and filled up the form for boulder active(another competition.T.T).while climbing,kai xiang suddenly appeared.we sat down and talk and i relised dat hes going to dunno wad island.its like 6000+ dunno wad.while talking,the sky started to cry.how sad.lol.was thinking of a way to go home.after packing,my other uncle called,lucky he came or i'll be drenched until dunno wad.when i reached home,bathed and waited for the rain to stop because nid to go to bedok inter to meet some frens(kena forced to go de,my frens damn good hor?)waited and waited.while waiting,went to toast something to eat,when the rain was smaller,my food was rdy.stupid la.so i left the food at home and went out.walked to 69 bus stop.waited for the bus and it was like so slow...skip to the when i was on the bus with my frens.sat alone because i was not feeling well(nt emoing ah),some ppl thought dat i was emoing.zzz.when we reached east coast,my frens wanted to rent bikes.i had a stomach ache,so didnt rent and i was tired too.skip again.my frens played water bomb in a shelther in the rain.lol,kena me leh.zzz.after playing and having our "nice" and "fun" "bbq",we went back to return the bikes.i was like damn cold la.no extra clothes and my clothes was wet,so damn cold.but nvr get sick.lol.went to mac after returning the bikes.didnt order anything because i didnt felt like eating or drinking anything.after dat,went home with my frens and did not go home with sim because ltr he nag at me.scared of nagging.when i reached home,i was like so cold.cover blanket le still cold.but nvr get any sickness.zzz,.ok,dats the end of my post.

should i give her up?

2008-03-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

just came back frm KL yesterday and today i'm posting abt the trip because of some ppl.

on sunday,reached KL at dunno wad time,forgot le.during the journey,my phone no battery,damn sian leh,almost died.when we reached KL,my coach(i think) split us into our sleeping grps.i was like damn unlucky la,kena all the stupid ppl,ppl who bathe together like gays and keep singing songs in the toilet early in the morning at 1+ and smoke in the toilet,polluting the air.

on monday,woke up at 5.45,was half awake.suddenly heard a phone ring then my senior ask me to go see whos phone.it was amanda's one,dunno how did it appeared it our room.maybe gt ghost bring to our room.went to breakfast at 7.30.after eating breakfast,went to take my bag and met my coach and other opc ppl.left the place at 8.30.i sat in the taxi with fadhly,azeem,ainul and coach kelly.lucky dun hav haikal,i hate him lots.wish dat he was not in opc.ok,dun talk abt dat stupid idiotic gay.when i saw batu cave,i was like shocked because it was like so huge la.when we reach nyamuk(the name of the place dat we climb) huai wei saw a black thing on the mountain and he said dat its someone climbing.when i saw dat black thing,i also thought dat its someone but when i went closer,it was just a rock.i'll skip to the part when i started climbing.at nyamuk,i climbed 3 routes only,sucks la.i damn noob la.i climbed 1 long route and 2 short routes at nyamuk.while climbing,it rained and dat stupid rain caused me,my bag and my shirt to be damn dirty.after the rain and after climbing,we packed up and went back to the hotel.didnt bathe after climbing because after dat going shopping.the place there sucks la,all the shops same de.dun wan to talk abt dat place.after shopping,went back to the hotel,again,heard my seniors singing like gays.i dun mind la,but it was like so late le.before sleeping,emo a little.lol.forgot to type something,i almost fainted when it rained because i did not eat lunch and when i climbed the long route,i was like dat tired and weak.

on tuesday,it was a rushing day as we nid to go climbing,bathe and rush to the bus station.in the morning,woke up a little late because i asked amanda to charge my hp in their room.went for breakfast and left for damai at 8.30.the routes there was like damn easy la.did 5 routes and finished 5 routes.did not do any os(on sight)routes because i saw how my seniors climb,how sad.after climbing the number 7 route,i stopped and ate lunch and continued with my number 8 climb after eating.left damai at abt 2-3 i think.reached the hotel half an hour later.i think is 3.30 or 3.i'll skip to the part when i was in the bus because the post is like damn long le.in the bus,i slept and time past really fast.when i was awake,it was in the day,when i woke up,it was in the night.saw someone(cannot say who,P&C) emoing,think dat that person is crying.reached machap(i think is this spelling) at night,didnt eat the burger there because scared the same thing dat happen to me in pri sch would happen to me again.13 times of torturing.when i reached the place dat nid to stamp to get out of malaysia,dat stupid blind person could not find the stamp to show dat i entered msia.scare me until i dunno wad to do leh,called my senior to come help me.of course i nvr call dat stupid haikal,i called another senior to come.when my senior found the stamp,i was like a little angry.kena scared for nothing.zzz.skip again.when i reached sg,was like happy because my hp gt the sg signal.lol.when i reached lavender bus station,called my parents to ask my uncle to come fetch me,amanda and mr teo home.reached home at 12.52 or 12.53.ate abit then bathe and went to sleep.

the end,nice?lol

miss her lots when i was in malaysia.

2008-03-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

2008-02-29T14:44:00.003+08:00

missed D&T yesterday.... so sad.went to simei to send my precious phone for repair,stupid buttons keep spoiling.today,my mum told me that they gt no more spare parts for the spoil part.idiot lah.should i go to the bbq?heard dat gt ppl wan to sabo me and someone.so sian.took a vid of my chinchilla sand bathing.wan to see?if wan i upload on my blog.

erm,should i like her or give up?